seriously, can god tell me why is it so hard to maintain friendship and relationship at the same time??
I'm really sick of being stuck in between in situations.
to really think of it, friends are the one who will always support and stand by me whenever I'm lost or down in the end.
asking me to choose friendship or relationship, it's just so hard.
i really don't know why am i taking this risk whereby im losing friendship and get into relationship whereby i didn't even know how will it last,
it's just so sucks that i have to decide everything, really..